I told my uncle Caeb if I won VIP meet and greet tickets that he’d get one. I didn’t, but I bought myself a ticket anyway, so I told him I’d keep him updated. I’m still slightly incoherent from coming off the concert high, but this is exactly how I feel about the whole thing. Thank you to the boys for putting on a fabulous show. You certainly didn’t disappoint.

I told my uncle Caeb if I won VIP meet and greet tickets that he’d get one. I didn’t, but I bought myself a ticket anyway, so I told him I’d keep him updated. I’m still slightly incoherent from coming off the concert high, but this is exactly how I feel about the whole thing. Thank you to the boys for putting on a fabulous show. You certainly didn’t disappoint.

Rainbow Bondage Bear enjoying life next to my SBNN pin on my carry on bag. :)

Rainbow Bondage Bear enjoying life next to my SBNN pin on my carry on bag. :)

RANT (I’m sorry)

I get really frustrated when people don’t understand my introvertedness. I just had girls tell me I’m boring because I’m being quiet during their “girls night” and not drinking and laughing all the time. But like, I wasn’t warned people would be here tonight and I planned on just reading in my pjs and relaxing and not worrying about people. But now I’m just sad and insecure about the fact that I don’t want to fake being happy or outgoing. I guess I’m more just sad that people don’t like me for who I am, or that who I am isn’t good enough. I don’t know. Never mind.

personal I just feel really shitty today i wanna be happy but it's so hard sometimes im sorry for ranting it's selfish and I shouldn't do it